there's a light on in Chicago

What's something you'd do again, just to relive the moment?
My first Animazement. lol. That was seriously the besssst weekend of my life and I wish I had a camera with video & sound then.

Are you more of a day or night person?
I'm a day person. Although I do love me some summer nights on the beach.

Would you prefer to have a pet puppy, or kitten?
I loooove booothh. But I feel like it really depends on the dog. Kittens are generally the same when young but dogs are like super different.

What perfume/body-spray/cologne are you currently wearing?
nothing.

Have you ever camped in your own backyard?
I did with my cousin when we were really young.

Would you rather a significant other be: Skinny, thick, or muscular?
skinnyish but not disturbingly so.

Describe a wild dream that you've had.
I've had several. But generally mine are normal.

Tell me about a prank that you have been a victim of.
oh hahah oh god. Okay so in like 2nd grade I think, Caitlin and Kyle (who now goes by Alice) made me a fake secret admirer note on valentines day haha

Describe your first kiss.
lol boyfriend from the internet visiting me for the first time (he's still my bf now and lives with me, btw so this doesn't seem really weird to random people reading lol) aaand basically hugged for like a good 6 mins and I was like so nervous I was shaking hahah then he basically like made me and I pretty much did nothing but stand there.

Where did you go on your first real date?
uhhh technically my grandparents house? XD.

Tell me about the worst date you've ever been on.
I haven't really been on dates lol

Describe yourself in five words.
Kingdom Hearts obsessed weird girl.

Did you play in the rain when you were little?
probably. I don't remember though.

Do you have any fears or phobias?
death. Losing Kurt cuz I feel like I'll never ever let anyone in ever again cuz it's a miracle I even let him.

Do you have any pets?
here I have Kurt's dog Shadow and a cat that's both of ours, Ellie. At my mom's I have: Jessie, dog; Roxy, dog; Tigger, cat; Kairi, cat; Lucky, cat.

Have you had any pets before?
the above. Plus a dog & cat that have died (from old age, just to clarify), and another cat that went missing.

Do you know your significant other's phone number by heart?
no lol NJ phone numberrrr.

Do you like spicy food?
pretty much only Bojangles. haha I haven't really tried anything else spicy I like.

Are you most likely to follow your head or your heart?
My head, which isn't always the best thing, I must say.

Can you play any musical instruments?
No. I'm musically untalented.

Are you subscribed to any magazines? If so, which ones?
I need to subscribe to Cosmo but I keep forgetting about itttt.

Do you think there is life outside of Earth?
I think it's a bit selfish to say we're the only ones. Do I believe in weird, green looking aliens? No. But I do believe it's possible that, somewhere out there, there are other living things.

Have you done anything active today?
no lol but walking out with supersupersupercold winds was bad enough.

Have you ever flirted with somebody to get them to do you a favor?
no.

Do you like blondes or brunettes?
I prefer darker hair, but it's not important.

Have you ever been in a limousine?
Yeah.

Have you ever been in an ambulance?
no.

Are you in love?
yes

....Were you?

Have you ever been kicked out of class or school?
No.

When's the last time you were on a long road-trip and where'd ya go?
from NJ to here, to move my boyfriend into our apartment.

Describe me to a moment when you've feared for your life.
I dunno.

Have you, or would you ever break up with someone over a text or email?
no.

Have you ever cheated?
No.

Have you ever been cheated on?
no

Have you ever raced a car?
only gokarts.

Have you ever secretly liked a friend's bf or gf?
no.

Have you ever sexted? xD
yes

Do you like curly hair on the opposite sex?
Sure, if it fits them.

What do you think about guys with long-ish hair?
not a fan.

What are you wearing, in detail?
my boyfriend's mario hoodie, a black strapless dress with skintone lace sections and tights with rose patterns.

Where did you get everything you're wearing?
my bf got this hoodie from some random website online, the dress and tights came from Charlotte Russe.

What do you think about firecrotches? (redheads)
lol depends.

Last.FM or Pandora?
Whatever.

If you had to choose, would you rather get your navel pieced or tongue?
ewwwwwww.

How did you find out that Santa's not real?
haha I talked about this with Kurt the other day. I asked my dad after he picked me up from daycare or something (in like 3rd grade I think) and I asked. And he said "depends on what you believe," and I was like "then I guess I don't" just to see what his reaction would be, I guess lol. And he was like yeesss no more getting up at 4 in the morning to set things up.

How many different hairstyles have you had in the past 3 years? What were they?
LOL. ever since I got my hair cut short, I get a different style every time I get it cut so I couldn't even tell you everything.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
like 8 ish.

Who do you usually tell *goodnight*?
I don't lol. Me and Kurt just go to bed

Do you have a job?
No.

How many pairs of sunglasses do you own?
just one in my car. And they're only for functional purposes, I don't like them fashion wise.

How many stuffed animals do you have?
a lot. A lot of them are out in our shed in the backyard because they all smell like smoke from the house fire..

How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
Usually twice, unless I'm lazy before bed.

Do you floss?
Yes.

If aliens asked you to come aboard their spaceship, what would you do?
lol no

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
eh I'm not really a fan of many celebrities.

If you HAD to be locked in a room with one of your ex's for an hour, who?
I don't have any.

Where would you wanna live out of anywhere in the world?
Ocracoke Island hahaha =] although the lack of cellphone signal is a little disheartening.

Do you know what an Ugly Doll is?
don't think so.

Have you ever known a Bob?
don't think so besides the one on the morning radio show in my hometown.

Is there anybody at work or school you avoid?
no. WAIT. I avoid sorority & frat people like the plague when they're haunting places around campus.

Name one talent most people don't know you possess.
Writing I guess.

What's something you just have to do before you die?
write a book I guess.

The beach or the mountains?
the beach forsure forsure.

Money, fame, or love?
love.

What card games do you know how to play?
lol solitaire. Uno. Phase 10.

What cartoons do you like?
Pokemon the Indigo League and Johto.

What's your favorite cereal?
Reeses Puffs but I have to be in the mood to eat them & I pretty much never am.

What cartons did you watch as a kid?
Doug, Hey Arnold, Cat Dog, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Powerpuff Girls, Pokemon, Rocket Power, Digimon, Dexters Lab, Ed Edd and Eddy, Dragon Ball Z, Dragon Ball, Tenchi Muyo, Cardcaptors,... I feel like I'm forgetting imporant nicktoons.

What color is your underwear? (:
aqua and white

Where were you on New Year's Eve?
my mom's house.

Last night, what did you have for dinner?
hushpuppies lol

What did you want to be when you were little?
A Vet.

What do you do when you're bored?
I eat.. lol. Go to the same websites over and over, I play Pokemon SoulSilver, I bother Kurt. I used to read and write a lot which I hope I'll get into it again now that I have a better schedule next semester.

 What's the best show on TV these days?
I have no idea. I watch reruns of scrubs and family guy. lol OH WAIT. Dexter, even though I haven't watched it on TV.

Do you like to cook? Are you good at cooking, anything?
yes but I don't like cleaning up afterwards lol. I'm good at cooking pretty much anything once I've done it at least once before.

What famous people have you seen in person?
Jonas Brothers were the first (weren't famous then lol), The Bled and some other band at Projekt Revolution, Josh Kelly and Ryan Cabrera.

What's one thing you will not put up with in a relationship?
Abuse. Intolerance. Ignorance.

Describe to me your perfect weather.
High 70s with a light breeze.

What is the best concert you've ever been to?
I loved the Ryan Cabrera & Josh Kelly concert just because it was so small and you were like 2 feet away from them lol. But I also loved Projekt Revolution just cuz it was epic and there was so much stuff going on.

Are you reading any books, currently?
nope =[

What's the last store you went to at the mall?
I dunno, we went to a few in Asheboro but we didn't buy anything lol.

What's the longest relationship you've been in?
this one; 1 year 10 months

What's the most extreme outdoor activity you've participated in?
*shrug*

Shortest relationship you've been in:
the one above.

What's the strangest thing you've ever eaten?
I tend to not eat strange things.

Who is the biggest person you know?
Like, height/weight wise? Not a clue.

You are stranded in a different state: Who do you call for help?
Depends on which state lol

behind those eyes, you lie

Bolding Survey.
wordsfrom_myheart
 
if i'm home alone i lock all the doors.
i can't go to sleep unless my door is shut completely.
i do a pretty good job at embarrassing myself on my own.
i love bagels with strawberry cream cheese.
i think my parents did a really good job raising me well.
it bothers me when people don't have good manners...like it bothers me a whole lot.
i am a complete dog lover, i will fall in love with any kind of dog pretty much.
my favorite kind of "shitty weather" are badass thunderstorms, i love to sit outside and watch them.
i will argue until the death of something when someone is completely in the wrong and won't own up to it.
when i get in the house one of the first things i do is say hi and play with all the animals.
i've cried really hard about something today.
i suck at trying to keep up with t.v. series' because i always forget to watch the new episodes.
i believe with all that i am that the truth will come out eventually in every situation.
if i'm really nervous about something i will start shaking, visibly and uncontrollably.
i hate when you have a really good day, and then the next is completely awful.
that happens to me so often, it blows.
i seem to cry more than any other time when i'm on my period, it's insane how emotional i get with it.
i tend to overanalyze things before they even happen.
if i could just shut off my mind, i swear everything would be straight.
i don't know if i believe that people can really change, because everyone i know is full of shit when they say it.
i think that it's harder to stay by someone through hard times than it is to walk away and start new.
i need to learn how to forgive and let go of the past, because it's just weighing me down.
a lot of people around me have been getting hella sick.
i'm terrified of dying a slow and painful death, i want to die peacefully and quickly if anything.
i absolutely love spending time with my family.
i really hate not knowing what terms i stand on with people.
when i was a kid anytime a fast food joint that had a playground i'd inhale my food to be able to go play in it.
i plan on seeing/saw the movie The Last Song based off of the Nicholas Sparks book.
i hate when clocks spring forward, and i love when it's set back.
only because of the sleep schedule hell it puts me through.
i've recently had one of those shitty days where i was left just wanting a strong drink.
i really want to redo the structure of my room, and take shit out. it's annoying the hell outta me.
i don't know how to dance, like not at all.
sometimes i honestly can't stand the person that i can be.
i'm pretty sure that i'm about to distance myself from someone in my life.
i never have my cellphone on volume when i'm about to be sleeping.
i think that i want to have a career with helping animals.
my feelings get hurt soooooooo incredibly easily.
i'm getting my hair redone within the next week, thank god.
i wish that i had a stronger relationship with god, but i do have faith.
i love burts bees chapstick, it saves my life.
Rascal Flatts is one of my all time favorite groups.
i'm realllllll grungy looking right now, haha.
as soon as i'm upset i will become a sarcastic motherfucker with everything i say.
i sleep on my stomach with my arms wrapped around my pillow.
i haven't really had really serious feeling for someone since my ex-boyfriend.
i've come to deciding that you aren't worth the fight anymore.
i don't like police, i think they are assssssholes.
i hate when people are out with me and will take phone calls, i think it's rude as hell.
i'd rather be one on one chilling with someone than being in a large group.
i don't like my feet, not at all.
i've been really stressed out recently, ughhh.
i haven't had any new books to read in a while.
more than one person has hurt my feelings pretty bad today.
right about now sleeping things off seems like the best cure for me, fuck today.

move down to me, slip into you

1. What do you like to do when you're not using the internet?

2. What is your favorite color to wear on a shoe?

generally black because it goes with everything.  

3. What kind of service did you receive the last you went out to eat?

Went to Zekos with Kurt and Holt and it was okay. She was nice but she forgot to give us silverware and napkins lol. 

4. Do you think that we should "feel sorry" for starving people in other countries?

Well, feeling sorry for them is one thing, but actually doing something about it is another thing. <--this. 

5. What was the last thing you bought that was on sale?

pretty much everything I buy is on sale. 

6. Do you keep eating until you're stuffed, or just satisfied?

I usually just eat until I'm satisfied, but sometimes when the food is really good, I'll eat until I'm stuffed.<--forsureforsure.

7. Do you wait until you are really hungry, to eat? Or just whenever?

I don't wait until I'm really hungry, but hungry enough.

8. What is the nearest sharp object?

knives in the kitchen.

9. Is there anything in your room that you have had since you were a baby?

I've had my Pikachu stuffed animal since I was like 6 years old but other than that, no.

10. Are you embarrassed by your school yearbook photos?

haha not really, but I think they are horrible except for my senior portrait.

11. Do you think you have become better or worse looking, as you've aged?

Better-looking. MUCH better-looking.<--

12. Does a bad-hair-day ever leave you feeling glum?

Yeeeessssss.. makes me feel so bad about myself. But I have a punk-ish type haircut now so if it gets messed up it usually makes it look better.

13. What word do you find funny because of the way it sounds?

Moist

14. Would you ever personally have an abortion; why or why not?

No.. because I believe it's something that people use to make up for their stupid decisions, for the most part.

15. What is something you associate with Hell? Heaven?

Heaven i think of stereotypical clouds and halos and white robes. Hell is just a lot of flames. But I don't believe in hell.

16. Do you know anyone who acts like a know-it-all?

eh not really.

17. Do you know anyone that IS a know-it-all?

I guess.

18. If you're in school, how long have you been back?

break just started today

19. Are you enjoying your classes?

Yeah. I'm kinda sad I had to switch out of the theatre major. I love the classes & the people, but the work on the shows we had to do was extreme and was only going to get worse the more experienced I got.

20. If you do not have school, when was the last time you attended?

21. What was the first thing you are|were excited to do upon turning 21?

I plan on getting some fruity drink from somewhere. But definitely going out for dinner.

22. When you were younger, what ages were you excited to turn?

10, 14, 16 and 18.

23. Do you ever think negative, harsh thoughts about people you don't know?

Sometimes, if they're doing something incredibly rude or have said something offensive or stupid.<--

24. If given the chance, would you ever say those things to those people?

Nah. It's not worth probably getting my ass kicked for.<--haha.

25. Have you ever complimented a stranger? How about the other way around?

On very few rare instances.

26. Is there a band you like that many others dislike? Which?

not really? I like Evanescence which people like the songs they hear on the radio but they don't know anything else.

27. In your opinion, who is one of today's most talented musicians?

I really like Colbie Caillat but she definitely has a unique voice sooo I dunno.

28. When you listen to a new song, do you look up the lyrics?

If I really want to know what the lyrics are, yes.

29. When was the last time you wrote something that rhymed?

don't know.

30. How organized|disorganized are your computer documents?

Semi-organized. Mostly in folders.

31. When was the last time you told someone something they needed to hear?

I dunno..

32. Have you ever talked anyone out of self-harm?

probably not, i dunno.

33. To you, which is better: English muffins, or bagels?

I don't like either. I'm not a big fan of any breakfast food, really. Except for fudge toaster strudels. They need to bring those BACK.

34. What is one annoying thing about going to the movie theater?

Obnoxious people.

35. What is one thing that you prefer about going to the theater?

The loudness and the big screen.

36. What are you apathetic about? Were you always that way?

I dunno.

37. What do you think of those that brag about their music taste?

they're losers lol. Mostly the people that arelike I ONLY LISTEN TO INDIE MUSIC.. AND WHEN MY FAVE BAND GOES MAINSTREAM I AUTOMATICALLY HATE THEM EVEN IF THEIR MUSIC DOESN'T CHANGE.

38. Or, do you brag about yours? If yes, why?

I guess if I ever did I'd say I only like songs with good lyrics.

39. Do popular things tend to irritate you?

Not because they're popular. But if I find it irritating, regardless of whether or not it's popular, then I find it irritating.<--amen

40. Are there any icons on your desktop that you never click anymore?

probably.

41. Who in life means the most to you?

Family, bestfriends/boyfriend.

42. When|How did this person come into your life?

Lotsofways.

43. Have you ever tripped in front of a large group of people?

hahahah every day of middle school?

44. Were you embarrassed?

Sometimes I guess lol.

45. What is something that you find to be embarrassing?

Umm well my apartment was a complete mess the other day when the Pest inspection person came in because I didn't get a notification so that sucked.

46. Windy days: like them, or dislike them?

who would like them? It sucks to drive, it messses up my hair, it makes it about 10 degrees colder, if you have papers they can blow away and then you have to run after them and look like an idiot. What is there to like?

47. Do the seasons ever have an effect on your moods?

Forsure. I'm so happier in warm weather.

48. How often do you get new clothing items?

kind of a lot lately. There's so many sales going on I feel like buying everything >_<

49. What is one childish|childlike thing you still like to do?

Watch Disney movies? I get really excited over Kingdom Hearts things? I technically still play dress up because I cosplay? hahah.

50. How do you plan to spend all those years left in your life?
I hope I get a book published but I dunno. I feel like writing's a big part of my life so it'd be weird if I went no where with it.

untitled

01: What is your current relationship status?:
Taken.

02: Have you ever been in a serious relationship?:
Yes; I live with my boyfriend, currently.

03: What has been your longest relationship?:
This is my one and only and we've been together for 1 year and 10 months.

04: What about your shortest?:
the above.

05: Are you happier when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
lol yeah... I think I'm a complete failure at life when I'm single which I know is bad but I can't help it.

06: What are the pros and cons of being in a relationship?:
There are lots of pros and cons. Let's see. Some pros are support, companionship and affection. Cons are insecurity, relying on someone else, and having less time for friends -- that is, if you have friends to begin with. :P<--- I agree with this.

07: What are the pros and cons of being single?:
Pros: doing whatever you want like for instance, going abroad for a semester or a year, hanging out with friends more. Cons: insecurity about yourself, lonely, jealous at times of friends that are in a relationship.

08: What do you personally enjoy the most in a relationship?:
Closeness, both emotionally and physically.

09: Do you ever get possessive of your boyfriend/girlfriend?:
hahah yes.. He has so many friends that are girls and they call him 'love' and stuff like that -_-. And he calls his best friend MY Janine. And his other friend, Millene, hit on him hardcore for like 2 weeks straight before she realized he was in a 'serious relationship'.

010: How many times have you had your heart broken?:
Eh, Iunno.. there's many different forms of heartbreak I guess you could say and I don't mean only romantic love.

011: How many times have you broken somebody else’s heart?:
none.

012: How many times have you been in love?:
Uno.

013: Do you believe in soul mates?:
I do not really believe in soul mates, but...I treat the phrase as a compliment, if that makes any sense. For instance, I tell Carlos that he is my soul mate, but I do not believe that we were literally destined to be together. I just use that term to express my deep feelings of love, and how well we go together (cue Grease lyrics) as a couple.<--this.

014: Are you a romantic type of person?:
I like romantic things but I suppose I'm not exactly good at ACTING romantic.

015: What are some of the things that are important to you in a relationship?:
Commitment, and by that, I mean, willingness to actually be in a relationship. Trust. Friendship. Happiness.<--this

016: Have you ever been cheated on?:
no.

017: Have you ever cheated?:
no.

018: In any case, is cheating acceptable?:
I suppose that that would depend on your morals, wouldn't it? Well, personally, if I were in a relationship with someone, the only circumstances under which I would cheat on them (that I can think of) would be if I were being abused and afraid to leave the relationship. Therefore, it would be likely that I would seek support from someone else. I don't see how that could be very unacceptable; after all, it's not as though I have very much respect for my significant other in this case, nor do they for me.<--this makes sense. I never really thought about that. But in general, cheating = bad.

019: Do you give in easily to temptation?:
I do not even experience that kind of temptation. Seriously, I have never been tempted to cheat on anyone.<--amen.

020: Do you think you fall in love easily?:
No. I'm afraid if Kurt ever breaks up with me [I don't think I'd break up with him, except for in a few instances] that I will not be able to open myself up to someone again because even just thinking about it makes me squirm.

021: Have you ever experienced unrequited love?:
no

022: What do you experience more often, love or lust?:
love

023: What would a boyfriend/girlfriend do for you to break up with them?:
cheating, being selfish and not thinking 'as a couple', uhhh just stuff like that. It's hard to explain.

Attraction & Type
01: What is your sexual orientation?:
straight.

02: Do you have a specific type of guy/girl you are attracted to?:
Just funny people.

03: What physical attributes attract you?:
"baby faces" lol faces that are considered more "cute" than "hot"/manly. Somewhat muscular but not a body builder by any means. Good smile.

04: What personality attributes attract you?:
Kindness toward animals, intelligence, the capability of profound thought, passion, a certain sense of humor that I cannot exactly define, understanding, affection, and honesty.<--thisthis.

05: Have you ever been out with someone you weren’t physically attracted to?:
No.

06: Do you think physical attraction and chemistry is important?:
Definitely definitely.

07: Do you think you are fussy when it comes to who you date?:
Yeah. lol thats why I think if Kurt & I break up, I'll be hopeless after that.

08: Are you confident or shy when approaching someone you like?:
shy.

09: Do you get asked out a lot?:
no

010: Have you ever asked someone out?:
no

011: Are you or aren’t you a virgin?:
I am not a virgin.

012: If not, how old were you when you lost it?:
eighteen.

013: If not, how many people have you slept with?:
one.

014: Is sex something that is important to you?:
I mean, I guess. It's the closest you can be to a person.

015: Do you think you are a sexual type of person?:
sometimes. lol

This or That
01: Dark haired or light haired:
Well, that depends on the person. Generally, though, I would say that I tend to like darker hair.<--mhm

02: Blue eyes or brown eyes:
Blue is my favorite on people but I love Kurt's brown eyes even though he hates them.

03: Tall or short:
Ehhh. Kurt is shorter than me so I don't really care. I don't understand the girls that are like "oh he would be perfect if he was taller than me..."

04: Older or younger:
either, it just depends on the person.

05: Slim or a few extra pounds:
Slimness is something that I find attractive, though if someone has "a few extra pounds," that is not a turn-off.<--mhm

06: Shy or outgoing:
Outgoing. I'm a shy person that's more on the outgoing side so I can't take people that are shy-er than me.

07: Athletic or artistic:
I think both are good. but I would probably only date someone who played hockey haha I don't like the rest of the sports lol.

08: Drummer or guitarist:
I like both.

09: Intelligence or humor:
Intelligence, though it would be very odd to meet someone without any humor at all. I don't think that intelligence or humor alone would be a very good way to be.<--lol this.

010: Loud or quiet:
Quiet, generally. I don't mind if people are loud when they are very excited or hyper, but those who are loud and obnoxious constantly tend to annoy me.<--mhmm

I did not come here for some stupid summer romance

ohWOWsurveys

1. What happens on an average Monday for you?:
Getting up at 8:20, taking a shower & getting ready, driving 25 mins to my college, meeting up with Lauren & Stephen, going to Playscript Analysis, going to Laurens dorm to do history homework & eating, going to English 101, then going to my freshman seminar class, then I drive back home & usually we have ramen for dinner on monday haha.

2. Have you tried Four Loko? What do you think of it?:
No. I think they SHOULD be banned because the caffiene and alcohol content put together is for sure going to keep causing more and more deaths.

3. When did you last feel like you were losing your mind? Why did you feel this way?:
I dunno, I feel like that every once a while in college. I'm stressed out all the time.

4. What are your opinions on anti- depressants? Would you ever take them if needed?:
I'm sure they're good for most people but for me, they just made me feel numb.

5. What was the last nice thing you did for someone that went unnoticed?:
I dunno

6. Are you working right now? Where?:
I am not currently employed.

7. Have you ever felt like you didn't deserve to be happy? Why?:
I have.  I haven't really felt like that in a while though.

8. Have you ever tried to change yourself for someone? In what ways?:
Not really. I try to make myself more outgoing just so I can make more friends and stuff.

9. Who did you last disappoint?:
Kurt I suppose.

10. If you had your own clothing line what would you name it?:
I have no idea. Something artsy sounding.

11. Is there any chance of snow in your weekly forecast?:
It snowed 2 days ago. Just a quarter inch though. There's was like an inch and a half where my college is.

12. What do you think your music taste says about you?:
I like things with good lyrics.

13. Are you currently trying to improve yourself in anyway? How?:
I'm trying to make myself more outgoing.

14. What's ONE thing that makes you happy?:
cupcakes.

15. If your child wanted to be an artist but had the brains the be a doctor would you let them pursue art or push them towards the medical career?:
I would certainly let them be an artist. It is not my place to tell my child what career to pursue.<--this. Plus, who says an artist can't be smart? I know MANY who are super smart and talented with art.